
have you ever gotten the feeling of just giving everything up ?
dont wanna live in this anymore .
so many stuff going on . one after another .
somehow i dont wanna see you .
and some of you .
whats happening to me ? ughhh !
haiz . forget it . bye .
unjoyful
uncheerful
a joy-killer
& heartless .
just like you said
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happy birthday rachel kong pek yew !met you from bball o.o
dun really noe you well . but yeahhhh ,
HAPPY AWESOME 14th BIRTHDAY =D
hee =D
hmmm , today was a hot and boring day ==
no electricity in class . 2 times like that dy .
samore whole day you noe ? wtf . hot like gila lahh .
then me and brenda had to rush to finish off our Sej Notes ==
if dun hantar today , DIMERIT =D
so blablabla . we finished our work in the end .
few minutes before skool ended . haha =D
and yeah , thats all la . bye people =]
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SCREAM EVERYTHING OUT !
UGHHHHHHHHH !
Im SORRY .but being sorry is useless anyway .
happy birthday Connie Yong !auntyyyy ! happy birthday yeah .
yr oldddd ! no more same age as me =P
heh =D hope you enjoyed =]
love ya aunty ♥
happy birthday ChuaSuEan !
im not that close to you , but happy birthday ! =D
may all yr wishes come trueee =]
and , my day sucked =]
buhbye .
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RAWRRR =D
hello everyonee !
an update bout yesterday =D
LOUD'09 !26th July 2009 =D
okayy . lets get started =]
went to SMK USJ 12's bus stop at around 3pm++
saw ivy , brenda , amanda , leanne and liwen there =D
sat down and talked for awhile , then we entered the bus .
after awhile , saw nick on the bridge walking down .
den he came into the bus and sat at the back .
blablabla . he msged me after that and said ray ffk-ed ==
so i went to the back and sat with him lo .
den everyone oso moved back . lol .
[ after that , ray said his dad is fetching him there ]
ermmm after awhile , we reached =D
walked around , drank bubble tea . haha .
and there were bands playing songs dere =D
wont go home without you , no boundaries and lots more .
freaking awesome yaw =DD
oh , and i sprayed my hair Red =D

cant really be seen but can see la , right ? =P
and and , i got a tattoo too =D

♂ + ♀ =
Loveandddd
there was guitar hero , nintendo wii and the dancing thingy
at Hall 2 for playing =D
but we didnt play la . ps ==
then we all met up at the Auditorium there .
waiting to eat == stupid darren mummie dunno waiting for what ==
until last minute , then only we went .
ate sandwhiches which cost 2 bucks =]
doesnt taste bad actually o.o =D
ohoh , and i saw bern there =D sherilyn was there too .
monsterrrrrr =P
uhhh . after that , we waited outside the audi .

waiting for the doors to open =DD
then we went in . shocked me wei ==
damn blardee big lor . so awesome le .
den we looked for our seats . sat beside ivy and shouxian at first
but den nick smsed me and wanted to sit with me
so i went to look for him lu .
ivy teman-ed me =D after awhile , we found him !

CountDown before starting =DD

then all the performances lu .
quite nice =DD

and there were ballooonsss =DDD
everyone popped it when it fell =D
damn funn . haha =]
after the thing ended , we took pictures lo =D

XinZhen =]
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Nicholas Wong =D

stupiak hamsterr =D
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Ivy Jie =D
i look retarded . i noe ==

nahh , the 2 noobs =D
taken by ivy =]

Nicholas , Ivy , Xinzhen =D
then we went back lo after that .
i didnt follow the bus back since my dad was there already .
SORRY ar hamster TT
sosososo sorryyy ! din teman you in the bus x.x
he sat alone x.x sorry arhhh !!
and thankyou for today also =DD
thanks to everyoneeeee !
haha . love you all ♥
byess !
♥ 26th July 2009
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weii arghhhh...
dun so sad di ok??
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
u cheer me up bt u r not le....
ok?????
try ur best...
da lolipop is 4 euuu.......
monkey hope u b hapi...
^^
nick
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happy birthday jinhui !hoii ! youuu arh !
call me go padang at 8am .
make me wake up so earlyy .
den over there do ntg x.x
but since its yr birthday , forgive you laah =P
happy birthday shortie ♥ =]
today , alarm rang at 7.30am . snooze till 8am .
but still lying in bed smsing ppl ==
after that get up and got ready .
and went to brumby's bakery to meet them .
[ them = ivy , brenda , jinhui , darren t & vincent ]
ivy bought jinhui a cupcake thingy . lol .
there =D cute ryte ?
haha =]

nah . that shortie .
after that , me , jinhui and darren went to 7-11 .
bought slurpees . thanks to darren for belanja-ing =D
after that , we walked to the padang .
me , jinhui & darren was playing at the playground dere ==
ivy , brenda and vince sitting down at the pondok talking .
after awhile , we wanted to walk back to skool .
so yeah . we did =D wanted to find nick . but was too late ==
so wtv lu . ermm , sat down and talked for awhile .
and jinhui accidentally dropped the cake ivy bought for her .
ahhhhhhhh right ? wasted =[
uhh , after awhile , brenda and jinhui went back .
so me , ivy , darren and vince sat down and talk lo .
crapping and all ==
and we played with the candle & lighter =D

and this , is the candle =P
thats all la for now .
byess !
not all tears are visible
but it doesnt make them less real either
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hello =D
as promised , im updating bout the Leo's IU day =D
btw , the night before , i asked nicholas to go . last minute .
so yeahh . continueee !
love that day soso much , 18th July 2009 . =]
sooo . woke up at 10am+ when i was supposed to wake at 7am+
went to bro's shop for some opening ceromony thingy .
after that came back around 12.15pm ?
rushing to get ready and all .
aunty drove me to Isabel's house .
reached there abit late and her mom was a little mad o.o
so blablabla . we reached there around 1.45pm , i think ?
uhh then went and register and all .
after that , we saw brenda , yensin and the rest =D
so we started talking and all . yadda yadda yadda .
didnt see nicholas and the guys there yet though .
after awhile , we entered the auditorium .
and there were performances and all =D
so freaking awesome i tell you . lol .
den after a few performances , i turned back and saw Nick =D
haha . thought he wasnt gonna come =P
then after that , the other 2 guys came . Jia Tsin & Xin Zhen .

haha . my date =D
Nicholas Wong Han Loong =D

me & him again =D
thanks for temaning me the whole day =]
me & jia tsin =D haha .
both faces oso so emo o.o
lol . stupid gayhanna =D
me & darren teh =D
after that , we went out for a break .
ate some stuffs and all .
and then ,

i saw this really huge fan .
isnt it huge ?!! ==
and in the center of it wrote big ass fan =D
hmm , later , we entered the auditorium again .
and there were more performances =D

LOL . the sweet couples .
so matching la , kan ? =D
ivy & me =D
and then it was the last performance .
by the awesomest band ever .
they sang cookie jar and dont trust me =D
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh =D
look at the drummer !!!!
so hot , so hot , so hot !
i was screaming all the wayyyyy !
then some people went on stage ,
including me , yensin , esther and bridget .
it was fun =D and we were so freaking close to him .
and and ! we took pictures with him tooooo !
ohmygodddddd . LOL .
but its still with bridget . sob . lol .
and then it was the dancefloor time =D
awesomeness yaw . haha .
after it was over , we talked outside the audi .
then i saw uncle ikayo =D
took pictures and all . then chao dy lor .
italian escapade ♥
btw , i havent gotten some of the pictures .
will post it up when i have it , okay ? =D
byes ! =]
♥ thanks to everyonee !
love you all =D
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smk usj 4's Leo IU Day was Awesome !today was so awesome =D
best day ever ! freaking happy =DD
cant blog about it now since i dont have the pictures .
all the pictures are in my fone .
and i left it in isabel's bag , then i forgot .
so yeah . she took it home .
will blog about this on monday when i get my fone back =D
but yeah .
thanks to everyone =D
especially my date for the day , Hamster Nicholas ! ♥
thankyouuu ! love you banyak banyak =D
now buhbyeee =] !
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why hello =D
Currently chatting with that Cute guy ♥
hahah . anyways .
i changed my blogskin =D
obviously you noticed , right ? ==
lol . and , look down here !

isnt this awesome ? =D
was looking for a new blogskin and i found this !
so i used it =P haha ! shirleen ♥
what an awesome name =P LOL .
dont mind me perasan-ing . lets continue bout my day =D
woke up early for librarian duty . blablabla ==
after duty , around 12.15pm ?
i went to have a drink at the canteen with
genia , j-lynn and arvind [ not really sure bout his name o.o ]
after that , went back to foyer C and saw ivy & connie .
talked for awhile den went off to lunch with marcus .
went to apollos and saw some of his friends there .
and they misunderstood == swt .
if you dont get me , then nvm =D heh .
nothing much lo after that . lalala !
wishing happy birthday to people time =D
happy birthday lee xi wei !happy birthday laaa , seaweed !
sorry wished you 1 min late x.x
but i wish you 6 times you noe ? =P
On msn , friendster , facebook , SMS , Blog and In Skool !
see what a good sister i am ? =P
happy birthday shanicee !ooi ! happy birthday oh =D
din wish you sharp but , yeahh .
you dont mind la , right ? =P
enjoy today yaww !
love ya =D
last but not least ,
happy birthday dio !i noe you dont read my blog .
and neither do you really noe me .
but just posting to wish you , happy birthday =]
hmm , pretty much all lo =D
oh and ,
Stupid Hamster Nicholas !
say me till so bad in yr blog !
now say back you =P
this hamster ar , so noob !
everytime like to nudge me =P
den ar , always say bout his hair . just like xinzhen =P
aiyo , dunno what samore la ! LOL .
haha . i go first la =D buhbyes =]
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hello people =]
update update ! heh =D
so yesterday was fun and tiring ==
the night before , i slept at 5am .
woke at 6.30am for the librarian pelantikan thingy ==
gotten ready and everything . reached at 7+
met everyone at foyer B .
waited there before we got our certs and badge .
it was freaking hot lahh . no air de ==
uhh den , get dy and blablabla .
thenn , LIBRARIAN PARTY TIME ! =D
ate junkfood for breakfast ==
pictures coming up =D
[ all grabbed from shuyi's blog . thankyou ! =P ]

half of the people in the room =D
haha . then we celebrated elle's birthday =]

there ! =D
ignore my face please == it was candid okay !
erm , after that was all the performances and stuff .

michael jackson ; Wei Heng =D
awesome performance . funny =D haha .
after that , around 11.30am , i went back home .
rested for a little while ==
while i was gone ;

they had the pinata session .
and i freaking missed it ! TT
but i asked liwen to help me take some of the candies .
heehee =D
came back to skool after that and yeah la
skool starts as usual =]
for today ;
nothing much .
PJ time sucked .
3 words ,
i hate myself =]
now , buhbye ! =]
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hello all .
just an update bout yesterday & today .
woke up at 9 , got ready for skool .
went at 10+ . late , as usual . [ librarian duty ]
blahblahblah . duty was kinda okay .
after that , met xiwei , yensin , esther , adelynn and jeremy outside .
talked to jeremy for a little while then adelynn went off .
after that we walked to a mamak stall to eat =D
left jeremy and esther behind and then idk where did they go ==
when we reached the mamak stall , we saw mahgesh and loga there .
so they joined us and we talked and talked and talked =]
finished our food and it was raining . so we walked over to 7-11 first .
bought sweets . thanks to yensin for belanja-ing .
then the rain was getting lesser so we walked to petronas .
when we reached there , we saw yisin so we tumpang her car lu .
den skool started as usual and all . and it ended sucky .
spoiled my mood . haih . hate myself
after skool , i went up to genting with my bro and his gf .
coz today is my father's birthday . so he celebrated earlier .
reached up there around 12am and my father called .
he asked us to come over to be a star [ karaoke place ]
he booked 3 rooms there to celebrate with his friends and all .
so yeah , we went lor . lalala .
he celebrated with his friend , uncle vincent . lol .
anyways , happy birthday daddy !
hope you have a very nice birthday =D
oh and they [ parents and their friends ] were going crazy .
like seriously very very crazy ==
the wine , the beer , the everything . lol =]
then me , my bro and his gf had a room to ourselves .
so yeah , we sang la .
wasnt really in a good mood ,
so i sang my heart out .
felt much more better after that =]
doesnt hurt ss-ing when you have no mood right ? =P
den we left first around 2am+ since it was boring .
and parents came back around 4-5am i think . so yeah =]
okay now about today .
woke up at 2pm+ LOL .
so nice to sleep up here ==
cold and nice . heh =D
day started off okay .
and kinda sucky after that but wtv la .
so just now , around 11+ went out for supper at coffee terrace .
and you noe what ?
I SAW BOSCO WONG AND SOME OTHER STARS THERE .
LIKE AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ?!!!
look at him ! HOT much ?
and he was wearing shades , omg .
there were like security's outside
but i was already inside with my dad =D
omg lahh . his so freaking hot i tell you ♥
so yeah la . thats my day i guess .
tomorrow i'll be going back down to kl =D
miss me ma ? =P kay la . i go first . byes !
hate myself .
UGH !
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Tagged by Kum & Nicholas [ same tag ]
abc'sShareRULES:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.
ABC About You Questions:
A - Avaliable: As Always =]
B - BIRTHDAY: 17th May 1996
C - CRUSHING ON: him ♥
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: uhh , water .
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my toy monkey =P
F - FAVORITE SONG: lots and lots and lots !
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummybears =D
H - HOMETOWN: Taiping .
I- IN LOVE WITH: You =P
J - JUGGLE: i cant o.o lol .
K - KILLED SOMEONE: yeahh , rightt . i " Killed " someone ==
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: dunno wor . forget le .
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: uhh , anything lo .
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3 =]
O - ONE WISH: to have more wishes =D
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: uhh . no one o.o
R - REASON TO SMILE: cause im happy ? ==
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Xin Tiao =]
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 10+
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: aint answering ==
V - VEGETABLE(S): err , dunno .
W - WORST HABIT: alot ==
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: yeah . once .
Y – YOYOS ARE: toys ? o.O
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Taurus =D
Random Questions About You
Spell your name without vowels: s shr ln .
What color do you wear most?: blackk !
Least favorite color?: pink ? i think .
What are you listening to?: PokerFace - Lady Gaga
Are you happy with your life right now?: okay okay lar .
What is your favorite class in school?: ACN . DUH =D
When do you start back at school/college?: Today . ugh ==
Are you outgoing?: I think so ?
Favorite pair of shoes?: i dont have a favourite =P
Where do you wish you were right now?: anywhere =D
THE CANS:
Can you dance?: maybe ?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: no ? o.O
Can you whistle?: yup =]
Write with both hands?: sadly , no .
Walk with your toes curled?: never tried .
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: i guess so ?
Do you believe in miracles?: yeahh =]
Do you believe in magic?: no == but i love to watch =]
Love at first sight?: yes =]
Do you believe in Satan?: uhh . maybe ?
Do you believe in Santa?: abit abit lo =P
Do you know how to swim?: obviously . lol .
Do you like roller coasters?: like duhhh !
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: nooo !
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: of course .
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yup .
Have you ever been asked out by someone?:Yup .
Have you ever been to the ocean?: of course not ==
Have you ever painted your nails?: yup =]
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: how i noe ar ==
What radio station do you listen to?: FlyFm =D
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: uhh , kim gary .
What was the last thing you bought?: nothing o.o
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: some cartoon ==
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: xinzhen .
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: cousin . lol .
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: brenda , lol ♥
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yeah ==
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yeah ==
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: nope .
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yeah ==
Do you cry when you get an injury?: if not serious de , den no lor .
Do certain songs make you cry?: yeahh .
Are you a happy person?: currently , no .
What can make you happy?: no idea .
Do you wish you were happier?: Yeah =]
Can music make you happy?: yup yup yup !
LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: forgot .
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: maybe ?
LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: dark brown .
Current piercings?: non =D
Have any tattoos?: Nopee .
Eye color?: blackish brown ? o.o
IN A BOY/GIRL.
Favorite eye color: any =]
Short or long hair: short la . duh ==
Height: taller than me can le =P
Best clothing: not gay de ==
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: sot meh ?
Laughed so hard you cried?: LOL , many times .
Cried in school: nope .
Thrown up in a store: noo .
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yeah lol .
Gone skinny dipping: ?? o.o
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi .
McDonald's or Burger King: Mc.D
Single or Group Dates: Depends .
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolateee !!
Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries =D
Meat or Veggies: veggies o.o
TV or Movie: Movie !
Guitar or Drums?: drums ftw =D
Adidas or Nike: hmm , i like both =]
Chinese or Mexican: both !
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: corn flakes .
Cake or Pie: Cakeee .
MTV or VH1: Emm Tee Vee !
I tag : no one =]
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hello all =]
as i said in the last post , i'll be updating today .
so yeah , here i am =]
btw , hows the new blog skin ?
i cant find any other nice ones ==
anyway . just a short update bout yesterday & today .
ummm , woke up at 9 yesterday .
used the comp for awhile till 10 lidat .
then got ready to go to SU's family day =]
went there , saw tifanny and majorie first .
then called yisin to ask where is she .
met her and den lalala .
saw ivy , brenda , connie and the rest .
walked around and it was so damn bloody hot .
after that , saw old grandpa nicholas & uncle ikayo =P
blablabla . around 1+ , me , brenda and ivy went to pyramid .
wanted to catch a movie but sadly , bo tickets liao .
so we went to have lunch at McD =D
saw addruz there . [ dunno how to spell his name o.o ]
after that , we walked around .
went to nichi and forever 21 to look for a dress for IU day .
and lalala . bestest day i've had in some time =D
but then my mood got ruined after that ==
ugh . nvm . forget it ==
so thats it bout yesterday =D
Now , Today ! =]
spent half of my day on the computer , onlining ==
until around 5+ then i went out with my cousin .
he drove to UM to pick up my other cousin aka his younger bro .
after that we went to mid valley =D
went straight to kim gary to have dinner
since my cousin was hungry . so yeah .
cousins =]
justin & bryan .
they were ordering some stuff i think . lol .
after eating , we went to jusco .
they wanted to get some groceries so yeah .
after awhile , me and bryan went off to walk around
since justin was still looking for some stuffs .
we went to see the pet exibition upstairs =D
let the pictures do the talking . aite ? =]
there was a dog show =D
and the dogs were really smart . haha .
and there were two freaking big dogs ==
seriously very big wei ==
golden retriever =D
see that fella . biting my finger ==
there were rabbits too =D
and snakes , and scorpions and alot samore ==
but i was lazy to take picture so yeah .
pls look at the dog and not my face .
thankyou ! =P
oh , and last but not least .
all my birthday presents =D
lol . the beforee =D
and the after =D
haha . see that monkey ?
i freaking LOVE it like #@#$%^%$%^& ! ♥
thankyou brenda , ivy and ... ==
uhh . thats all for now la =]
byes ! =D
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