she'll sit there with her tear stained eyes ,and think of him again .
she loves him , but his too blind to see .
and as each day passes ,
he breaks her a little more .
her mind is telling her its okay to move on ,
while her heart is screaming dont let go .
hello againn !
im updating my blog every single day due to my boredness ==
so , if yr not lazy , you may waste yr time reading .
heh =] lalalala , new moon's still not out in genting .
so slow lah , RAWR ! i wanna watch =[
anyway , i was webcaming with yensin the other day =P
she misses me too much =P hee !

i only have 1 picture though , lol .
and i look RETARDED , as always ==
ohh , and i just re-read my MSN history .
i miss the past .. D;
ugh , whatever . imma go now , bye ..
and another rain of tears
fell for you ..
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how can i forget you ,when yr always on my mind ?
how can i not want you ,
when yr all i want inside ?
how can i let you go ,
when i cant see us apart ?
how can i not love you ,
when you control my heart ?
hey ya'll =]
random update , too bored .
and New Moon is out ! ahhhhh !
i so wanna watch it TT

look at Edward ♥
im so gonna MELT when i watch the movie ==
ohh , and i heard Jacob's hawt too =D
heh , so cant wait to watchhh !
wonder if genting is showing it ady or not .
heee =] im so damn bored man .
genting sucks == nothing to do wan .
besides theme park la , lol .
lalalalala ! BOOM SHAKALAKALAKA =D
haha == dont mind me .
shiats , i better go already la , im crapping d ==
so uhh yeah , byees =D
and ohh ! i forgot ,
happy birthday phuah !
small fella =] or apathetic , right ? o.o
i forgot o.o woops =X lol .
anyway , i miss you la , haha .
Lulu Bell-lyy ! remember ? =D
hope to see you soon , thats all la =]
byee !
i miss you terribly ..
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a picture taken a few weeks ago .
i forgot to say , thank you ..
hello everyone !
updating so my blog wont be dead =D
so here goes ! heh =]
25th November 2009
slept at 5am + the day before .
woke up around 10am when xiwei & brenda spam called me ==
since i was supposed to go out with them and yvette .
almost ffk-ed them but they forced me to wake up ==
so ughh , wtv == lol .
so i got ready and met everyone at Petronas .

Aunty Yvette =D
[ stolen from brenda's blog ]
brenda lol .
[ stolen from brenda's blog ]
and of course , me .
i look so damn retarded ==
was so tired & felt like sleeping , heh .
[ stolen from brenda's blog ]
after that , we walked over to brenda's house .
was too bored so yeahh , haha .
and this is xiwei in brenda's house =]
drawing some stuff on the whiteboard , lol .
yvette & brenda talking =]
then later , we decided to go to pyramid .
so i called howard along , haha .
after that , xiwei went home to bath first .
and brenda went to change .
then me , yvette & brenda walked over to yvette's house .
on the way there , we saw xiwei cycling .
so we called her lo , den we continued walking to yvette's house .
then finally we reached =]
rested there for a lil while .
brenda again =]
after everything , we walked to the bridge near 7-11 .
it was so damn freaking hawt man zzz .
i was melting , heh =P haha .
met howard aka my "husband" there .
lol , surprised that his my husband ? =P
i noe right == i am too == LOL .
damn stupid wan la , there's 1 nite ,
me & xiwei & him were talking on msn in a conv .
then idk what happened , suddenly me & howard are married ==
and xiwei is our kid , wtf . LOL .
ahh , wtv la =P haha . continuee !
anyway we took a taxi from there , and went to pyramid lo .
after we reached , we went to McDonalds for lunch .
fooood ! haha .
after eating , we went walking around .
look at the 3 of them , lol .
walk walk walk , den we entered kitschen .
dress up and ss again =P hee =D
me & howard , LOL !
my husband =P but we're gonna be divorced soon =P
me & yvette =D
and lastly ,
all of us together =D
excluding xiwei == stupid fella .
always oso duwan take pic wan ==
rawrr ! whatever la .
then after that my bro called and i had to go .
sorry yeah everyonee .
anyway thats all lu =] buhbyee !
oh , and im in genting again .
is anyone up here ? wanna go out ? =D
call me yeah =] tata !
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im gonna smile ,because i wanna make you happy .
im gonna laugh ,
so you wont see me cry .
im gonna let you go in style ,
and even if it kills me ,
im just gonna smile .
happy birthday tzeken !
happy birthday to you yeah =]
since its already past 12am now , lol .
hope you enjoy =]
hello everyone !
more updates coming up .
so get ready to read =]
went to pyramid yesterday with bro & his gf at midnight .
watched A Christmas Carol in 3D .
not a very nice movie , but okay lah .
hate the feeling in the cinema though , it holds too much memories ..
haiz .. nvm . forget it .
anyway , mathias just said he saw me in the cinema .
he was sitting behind me , omg == i din realize lol .
so uhh , for today , i went down to KL with bro , his gf & their friends .
had a japanese buffet named Jogoya .
Rm 60+ per person man , wtf .
lucky got discount , lol . my bro paid =P rich sial , lol .
oh and all the pics below are from DSLR =D
borrow from meifung's [ bro's gf ] daddie , haha .
the place where the restaurant is , lol .
we reached there around 1.30pm +
and the buffet starts at 2pm , so we had to wait .
me , sitting there waiting ==
then FINALLY its 2pm already .
so we went in lo . damn alot of food man .
inside the restaurant =]

weiyin & her sis taking food , haha .

bro & his gf =]
so we ate lu , ate damn alot till so full ==
had Haagen-Daz ice cream =D yummy , haha .
after eating , it was already 4pm + so we went walking around .

meifung & me =]

me & bro & meifung .
after that , we walked over to Pavilion .
their Christmas decoration was , WOW . seriously .
dont believe ? look at the pictures =]

us again =]
i noe lah , i damn lightbulb ==

the christmas treee =D

TADAHH !
cool anot ? see real life nicer la .
damn nice lo , seriously .
so grand . haha . thats all i guess .
bro's leaving to Sarawak tomorrow =[
gonna miss him , rawr !
so uhh yeah , buhbyeees !
everyone tells me i should forget you ,
you dont deserve me ,
their right , you dont deserve me ,
but i deserve you .
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she's smiling , but she doesnt mean it .she misses how they used to be ,
she misses how it was so real ,
the way they cared for each other ,
but most of all ,
she misses him always being there ,
and telling her everything will be okay ,
because she needs that now ,
more than ever ..
hello people , updating for fun .
im dead bored , thats why .
oh and sorry everyone , i've been anti social these days ==
hope you understand and dont mind =]
sorry i rejected ppl who ajaked me out , no mood go ..
really sorry yeahh . aite , thats all .
byebye ..
you always say you hate
to see me hurt ,
and you hate to see me cry ,
so now that you hurt me ,
did you close yr eyes ?
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hello everyone .
wont be talking much , no mood to blog .
so , like the title wrote , let the pictures do the talking .
18th November 2009
Out to Howard's house with teckzhoon & brenda .

the junkfood we bought from 7-11 .

brenda , so shy lol ..
then we watched The Proposal in howard's parent's room .

half way , the gays started gaying .
then we continued watching .
laughed like shyte with them ==
damn stupid wei , lol .
after the movie , we used the comp for awhile .
then brenda & teckzhoon went back ,
so howard temaned me walk back to skool .

under my umbrella , since it was raining . lol .
19th November 2009last day of skool , form 1's over .
time passes so fast .. im getting older x.x
anyway , since the form 5's were having SPM ,
everyone was in the library .
so i sat with isabel , eann , yvette and brenda in 1 table .
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this is me ..
[ stolen from isabel's blog ]
we played mind challenge , uno & killer till recess .
after recess , we were suppose to be in the library again .
but instead , we sat outside for awhile to talk ..

Yvette & Isabel .
[ stolen from isabel's blog ]

Eann Mummiee !
[ stolen from isabel's blog ]

brenda the cow .
[ stolen from isabel's blog ]
and lastly ,

me again !
[ stolen from isabel's blog ]
after talking , we went back into the library .

isabel & brenda playing Speed .

Yvette & Brenda building the Triangle of Cards , lol .

then me , yvette & eann started drawing ..
then after awhile , skool ended .

me , sri ram & ling walking out .
[ stolen from isabel's blog ]
i hate that day , 19th November .
i hate it , i Hate it , i
HATE it .
especially at 11.08pm ...
20th November 2009Visited SKSS on Childrens day with ,
Ivy , Xiwei & Yensin in the morning .

saw all the teachers again .
miss them so much =]
after that , we got bored ..
so we decided to take taxi to pyramid .

Ivy & Yensin in pyramid , walking to Forever 21 .

in the fitting room .

this heart has been broken by
you .

teach me how to let go ,
and how to forget everything so easily ,
just like you do ..
after ss-ing , we went for lunch at Sushi King .

yummy .. but dont really have appetite , so yeah .
all of us had a long talk , it was nice .
cheered me up alittle , thanks you guys ♥
then we went back after that , thats all i guess .
and , thankyou everyone for trying to cheer me up .
im okay , dont worry ..
love you all ♥
trying to forget someone you love ,
is like trying to remember someone ,
you never knew .
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